i love techTV
well since my computer has been broken, i’ve been watching a lot of TV lately. i’ve found channels i didnt even know i had. although i DONT get G4 =[ i DO get spike TV (which i havent really watched much so thats no big deal) and TechTV. yer probably thinking “whats the big deal?”… well probably nothing to you but to me its awesome. i watched tv maybe 30 minutes a WEEK before my computer broke so i am clueless as to what goes on in the world. anyway, i was watching TechTV the other day and found these 2 kick ass shows that i am gonna start watching religiously. X-Play which is a show about video games, particularly console games. and a show called Unscrewed which is kinda like a miscellanous talk show hosted by someone that HAS to be related to Mr. Crenshaw himself. he looks and sounds and acts EXACTLY like matt its uncanny. its like abrigoTV. you guys should watch them if you can. they are great.
and on a lighter note… relationships tough. too much to explain and i dont wanna get all emo here but, the most painful thing in the world is not being able to make the one you love happy. its bad enough when your relationship is forced into secrecy because one persons parents disallow it altogether, but then ontop of that, your significant other is stressed out over family problems and the college process and no matter how hard you try to cheer her up and take her mind off things, shes completly oblivious to your efforts and remains unhappy and stressed. i fear this will be the most disappointing valentines day ever. i’m not happy because i cant make her happy. but i dont want her to know how i feel because its just gonna add to her already “unbearable” stress. so i’m just stuck in this misery. i dont want to break up with her cuz i love her. but i dont wanna remain unhappy like this. but i have no choice. it fucking sucks
